breaking grounds for You

who am I, that the Lord of all the earth

would care to know my name, would care to feel my hurt

who am I,that the Bright and Morning star

would choose to light the way for my ever wandering heart

Life is plain without music

your eyes make mine twinkle. and my heart beat a little crazier.

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Sunday, October 5, 2008, 7:23 PM

blue eagles vs. black vampires

how I missed you oh Internet. I can now really say I'm pretty much addicted. :))
Before I fill you in with what's new with me, allow me to thank ATE CHIUI first. your prayers are very much appreciated. :)

My week wasn't good at all. Friday night was the only time I felt human again. The reasons I cannot tell. Some personal, spiritual, and family problems. The enemy did really try his best to put me down. LOSER. LOSER. LOSER.

Every thing's set right now, I've reconciled with mom today.

Here's what will really freak Chiniks out :
(Bright chiniks, bravo! You've got it right. It's about Chris Tiu nga.)

Anybody watched Kapuso Mo, Jessica Soho? I did, because a segment was all about CHRIS TIU.
pasabog # o1 :

Jessica: Oh ano, may girlfriend ka ba?
...

*faster heartbeats
...
Chris Tiu : Meron.

*biglang wooosh. 'di naman ouch pero, it took me by surprise. He's taken. Uh Oh. Bummer.

pasabog # o2:

Chris Tiu put up his own small business sa Ateneo canteen, selling chicken stuffs . chiniks, read: "CHINKY *somethingness here" yung name ng stall niya. Haba ng hair mo chiniks. :)) Nag-mamanok si Chris Tiu! hahaha.

Enough of that basketball hottie. Let's talk about someone hotter, the hottest I mean. I claimed that I'll soon be Shem Camille L. Cullen in one of my earlier post right? One night, when I was really bored and not feeling sleepy at all ( because I slept half-day ), I tried to imagine what I would look like if I was a vampire. My imagination did not satisfy me, so I rummaged my mother's drawer and looked for an eyeliner. I put loose powder too, thick enough that made me look pale - like a vampire. Chiniks, is this what you call desperate? Define please.

Here's what I look like if I'm one of Edward's kind:

"You shouldn't really do that."
"Do what?"
"Dazzle people."
"Do I dazzle you?"
"Frequently."

Yes Edward! You dazzle me more than you should. hahahaha.

LOL ! You see, my "vampire look" appeared to be so funny to me. I was laughing my head off when I saw myself-with the thick eyeliner and pale skin.

No matter what I'll look like, it doesn't matter.
I DO Edward. I DO ! hahahaha.

someday chiniks, someone will tell you "I miss you every ticking of the clock."
ayeeee!

if only you could hear me shout your name
the stars in the sky will never be the same