who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
would care to know my name, would care to feel my hurt
who am I,that the Bright and Morning star
would choose to light the way for my ever wandering heart
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your eyes make mine twinkle. and my heart beat a little crazier.
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Saturday, May 31, 2008, 12:19 PM
JB again.
aiiyt. this post will be about the Jonas Brothers, again. aweee. roux palaca pahiram ::: "adikted". haha Trivia #1:: so Nick has diabetes pala. ooooh. poor Nick, at the age of 14?! And do you remember (especially you Chinky ) what I told you about me supposedly having Diabetes? Do you? Well if you don't, I'll make you remember. My mom suspects I have diabetes. Because (1) my wounds take a long long time to heal. I don't fully understand what she says, like, "mataas kasi and sugar sa dugo mo". Until now, my wounds still aren't healed and it has been 2 weeks. I'm not exaggerating. My sis told me that she read a book and it says, there is such thing as "pre-diabetes". It's a stage before stage 1. OK enough for that. (2) I love sweets. Do I need to elaborate this more? (3) It runs in our blood. Awww. My Lola Virginia, who is so so close to me, died because she had Diabetes. Oooh Nick, we're meant to be. We'll be sugarbabies. (yuck. haha) Trivia #2:: Nicholas is just exactly 72 days older than me. :D I asked my mom to do the computation. You know how much I hate Math. (diba no Mam Guchie??).
Trivia #3:: I'm not gonna be his first kiss anymore. Yeah, Miley Cyrus is the name. I don't wanna post any rival's photo here. She ain't that pretty anyway. LOLS. Trivia #4:: He has 12 guitars, and he plays the piano part in "When you look me in the eyes". And I guess their other songs with piano parts as well. He rocks the drums too. woah.! I wonder what genre of music he is into...because if it's acoustic...I'll fly to New Jersey na talaga. Trivia #5:: He was a solo artist first before joining his brothers' band.   bata pa lang, he has the making of a cute rockstar na. uahahahha. And Chinky, since you said Joe is cuter than my Nico..this one's for you. (Though I hate the fact that you didn't agree with Nick being the cutest. )xD xD xD Joe, why do you wear a ring on your ring finger on your left hand? owwwww.. haha . nice pick chinks. pero..loyal ka kay Kean diba? hehehe. Friday, May 30, 2008, 2:15 PM
oh NICKIE you're so fine
 When I see and hear him on stage, it just melts my heart. Oh sorry Arch, I'm over you now. See, Nickie's my latest addiction. :D   gaah.. so innocent-looking ...hihi   yeah. he totally rocks. ^-^  obviously he is the youngest  how could a 15 year old look so much better than his 18 and 20 year old brothers? HALA! boy crazy na ba ako? ganyan ang dulot pag zero ang lovelife, naghahanap hanap sa paligid. hahaha.  haha! Thursday, May 29, 2008, 3:17 PM
the S.a.d. syndrome's getting me.!
Yes, I'm sick. No, it's not as deadly or eecky as AIDS or SARS. I think I have S.A.D. Syndrome. grabe. Seasonal Affective Disorder Syndrome to be precise. (cine-claim talaga eh no?) In the strictest sense, it is not a sleeping disorder. It's a form of depression. o dba.? lahat ng symptoms AS IN LAHAT meron ako. haha! nako. I told my Tita Cristy about this. me: Tita, feeling ko may Seasonal Affective Disorder Syndrome ata ako.(in a pa-worried voice) I was surprised that Tita Cristy actually understood what S.A.D. syndrome means because she is just a highschool graduate. She's our helper by the way. Sabagay, obvious naman sa name ng sakit no? *laughs* Last week na ng summer vacation. Hanggang ngayon, di ko pa maayos and sleeping routine ko. Kasi naman I find it really really hard to doze off pag medyo maaga pa, like 9 pm? Nakakatulog lang ako 11 pm. Nahihirapan na nga ako eh. To the point na di ko na alam gagawin para makatulog. I've always tried reading or doing something boring para antukin pero wala pa rin. Gustong gusto ko ng matulog pero ayaw ng katawan ko, parang ganun. Abnormal. I'm worried about the UPCAT. Yung mga kasabayan ko who'll take the test like me, nagsipag-review na nung summer, e ako? Wala man lang preparation. I tried taking an UPCAT review test, and it was reaaaaally hard. I thought I'll take English easy lang, kala ko mamaniinin ko lang, but the even the English test is hard. I have 10% of passing. ps. excited na ako sa "guitar lessons" ko. hihihi. Monday, May 26, 2008, 1:48 PM
batteries not included
Bakit ba pinagkakaitan kami ng tickets ha? I've tried my very best para makabili ng ticket...pero bakit ticketnet...??bakit busy ang line mo (which I waited 4 hours na maconnect pero wala pa rin) kung kelan pa ako bumibili ng ticket? bakit? sadyang napakalupit. I reaaaaally want to go to that concert. I sooo love Hillsong United. Di bale, I'll wait for them to come back. Nakakainget talga ang mga makakaattend ng concert mamaya. They're really blessed. on the other hand... All the world already knows David Cook won, with a whooping 12 million votes edge from David Archuleta. But nonetheless, I looooove David A's rendition of With You. Whenever I hear this song, I just want to make David Archuleta mine. hahahha.! xD "And oh, I'm into you and girl, no one else would do with every kiss and every hug you make me fall in love" I think he's so good...yeah..good looking. hahaha. Though I've read nasty comments on you tube about him like, "he just a mr-im-soo-cute-you-gotta-vote-for-me ". Bad Simon commented " Archuleta's a bore". Awwww. Who cares about Simon anyway. I don't like the way he comments, it's kinda mean and destructive instead of being constructive. But he puts spice and drama to the show so some jerks love him. Like I care?? basta and gaaaanda ng With You ni David Archuleta...period. So what was I up to today? hmmmm.. Since I had nothing to do, I've scanned our DVD tapes and looked for something I could re-watch. I chose Serendipity over The Incredibles, but no more than 1o minutes, I found myself bored so I abandoned the movie and put The Stepford Wives on instead. [And this time no more switching.]  "What does it take to be a Stepford wife, a woman perfect beyond belief?" The Stepford Wives, starring Nicole Kidman, is a must-see for husbands who dream of perfect wives (haha). It's ending gave a really amazing twist. Stepford wives are perfect. They are all lovely, picture perfect, submissive-to-their-husbands women. All because they are just robots. Well not completely ones, it's just that their dumb husbands put microchips something into their brains to control them. So they all act very feminine but not so normal.( Do I make a point?) What I liked best about the movie is it's ending. I love the twist.But, I so do not like the fact that husbands are turning intelligent wives to mindless slaves just because the women are so much better than them. Men are really....haiiiisss.! Ok. So much for the "robot-stepford-wives". Special thanks to Roux, who drew something for me. (I actually requested it.)  its her hugging a bunny which is me. hence the name "banikesh". c: Ang cute eh no.? Thanks to you palaka. Applause please because I got it right this time,I've always mistaken you as the turtol. eh si ano pala un. haha. si ano. si ano...? hahahha. Sunday, May 25, 2008, 4:42 PM
it's still AJA AJA..not TIRA TIRA for me. LOLS.
awwww. I tried my best,VERY BEST, to get tickets for that concert and still, well, I guess it's not meant to be. hahahahaha. ihh. so sayang. I tried buying tickets in Sm Clark and even in Sm Pampanga. haisss. I'll just wait for them to come back here in the Philippines. C: And when Ate Grace knew about this, she was very disappointed that she didn't know about the concert earlier because it's her long time dream. See, we have the same desire. BTW, she is our YAJ adviser slash co-Music Minister slash future cousin(she's my Kuya Najhim's girlfriend). I like her good sense of humor,she never fails to make me laugh just by commenting on something. Ok ok, given na na mabababaw ang kaligayahan ko. Nakakatawa siya pero di naman siya nagpapatawa. hahahaha. She's a matured Christian,multi-talented(she sings well and plays the bass guitar),smart and pretty. Bongang-bonga ang kuya ko. hahahha. He's lucky. I was sick for a couple of days that is why I haven't updated consistently. I'm getting sakitin these days. What's wrong with me? Philippine version of Korea's My Girl will be aired tomorrow night. Remember "AJA AJA!!!" ? Pinapauso sa Pinas eh "TIRA TIRA". Sana ginawa na ring "AJA AJA!!". I don't like the sound of "TIRA TIRA!!" that much. But I'll be accostumed to it anyway so let it be. hahaha. Haisss. My brain isn't in a very good condition today. It just stops popping words I would say/write. hahaha. GTG. C: Tuesday, May 20, 2008, 12:21 PM
peace sign is a no-no.
check this:: link what a shock.! and check this out too:: link hala.! i'm not aware of this. well now i am. you'll never see me doing that peace sign again. ever. SWEAR. i always did that pa naman, lalo na pag nagpapacute ako. i know there might be some people who'll be mocking me because of this. and you might think this is just some stupid something. but i just want you guys to be aware of certain things that we think isn't bad at all, but actually is. i have to let you know what is right, even if it means i'll be getting nasty, rude comments. especially those rock music worshipers who absolutely love doing the "rock sign/i love you" sign. please. let us stop taking this for granted. stop doing the peace sign...unless you're promoting the devil. Monday, May 19, 2008, 9:11 PM
H.U.'s so so great.
so Witch Yoo Hee isn't that good pala. ihhhh. medyo magulo sya. may some episodes na nakakatamad na panoorin. i expected too much kasi. haha. woooaaa..! Hillsong United is going to have a concert here in the Philippines. Sa Araneta. awee.! but thing is, I think we're too late for Patron seats reservation. hello? one week na lang before their concert. ihhh. I sure think it's gonna be an enlighting experience. aweee. excited . Please help me pray that we'll be able to watch the concert. Im really eager about that concert.  i just love Hillsong. so much. Friday, May 16, 2008, 11:48 AM
Missing my mom
These days I've been reflecting a lot.Mostly about what I want my future to be. I had a talk with my mom last last night, and this do not include any shouting or of any sort. It's some kind of mother-daughter talk, but at the same time feels like chatting with your best friend. We talked and talked until mid-morning, regardless of the fact that she has to sleep early because she has work the next day. I do appreciate it a lot that she stayed up so late just to hear my rants and my elusive dreams. I told her I would like to work in Paris or London when I've finished college. I told her I'd like to try UP Manila for college, she said I'd better be getting good fourth year grades if I really wanted to study in that university. I even told her about my crush. I described to her what he looks like but she really can't remember him. I'm glad my mom doesn't mind her daughter is having a lot of crushes, she said it would be abnormal if I don't have any and isn't it abnormal to have a lot either?*laughs* I told her almost anything that pops up my minds just to keep her awake so we would chat longer. Because I miss this kind of talks we had. All we had for the past few months were always quarrels, rude shouts, fights over petty things. That time, I wished we could always be like that and and not to fight again. If only time stood still. I'm missing my mom. A lot. :c I told her that I am worrying about what course I would take. She said she would let me take whatever I would like to. I said I like Vet Med but I would choose Photojournalism over it. But I would like to take Nursing because it would give me job opportunities in London. So Mom suggested that I take Nursing and when I've finished the course, I can take Photojournalism. And I think that would be great. Besides, mothers know best. I'm determined to work in London or better yet, in Paris. But I need to get good grades and no more flunking ones for now so I could be admitted to UP. I've never been motivated like this before. I think I'll be focusing on my studies this school year. I need discipline, hard work and prayers. Here's one of my favorite verses:: Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. so...I believe I can do it. AZA AZA FIGHTING!! C;  FLY HIGH ! ^_* Tuesday, May 13, 2008, 2:52 PM
aiyt aiyt aiyt. I got more and more addicted to korean dramas. After seeing Witch Yoo Hee in a tv ad, I found myself searching about this korean drama, and guess what? my sweetie Kim Jeong Hoon [a.k.a. Troy in Princess Hours] is one of the cast!!!!! aweee. I NEED to watch this drama soon. And the drama itself looks interesting enough, add the fact na andun si Troy ko. aweeee..! *-*   a delight in my sight. hihihi papa troy. calande.  ihhh.! naunahan nia pa co.! argg. KJH IS MINE.! *evil laugh* hai grabe.! naco. ang cute nya talaga. ooops...I sound obsessed na. haha. Koreanovelas really got me hooked. I've finished watching Romantic Princess, well almost. haha. Di pa pala ako tapos. But it's really a good one. Cute yung storyline.  di sila cute pero sila ang cast eh..buwahahahha  Andami co pa gusto panoorin. Looks like I really have to save my allowance so I could buy a dvd copy of each. hahaha. Monday, May 12, 2008, 1:09 PM
not so happy mother's day
Yesterday was Mother's day. And as the rebellious,ungrateful daughter I am, I didn't greet my mom. She told me 2 days ago not to greet her[because she was freakin mad at me], I just did what she told me, right? She should be happy, at least I was obedient for once. back to the enrollment stuff. YM: so I panicked. When my mom asked me about my enrollment, this was the scenario:: my mom : sheng, celan mo balac magenrol? wala cana balac magaral? so yeah. I wished she just did strangled me. fast forward to the happy part of the day. I was paranoid that no one was going to accompany me to school so I rushed to Lyka's house and asked her if she's willing to help me, she said "yes" that very moment. thanks to whoever conceptualized "bestfriends". ^_^ So after settling down everything I need to, we went to Nepo Mall to find a blouse for her. I found so many things I would like to buy, so I would be saving my allowance, and this time, it's serious. HAHA. We strolled at SM Clark to find something for Jean's birthday, and we found a cute brown cap as a gift for her, that in fact we both liked, for ourselves. "laughs" Before going home, I bought a Full House dvd, and she bought Romantic Princess which has Wu Chun who played "Brian" in Hana Kimi, as the lead actor. Yey.! At last, I'll be able to re-watch Full House.! I was giddy all over, and when I got home, without even changing my clothes first, I grabbed my father's portable dvd player without asking permission and put the dvd on. HECK.! Wrong disc daw.! So I tired to play it in my mother's dvd player naman, same thing happened. IHHH.! My disc isn't working. ARGG. What a bummer.! I asked Lyka if her disc is working and she said it is. Sa sobrang disappointment co, linangnat aco.HAHA. I got my books na. I've read a few of them. so till next time bloggie.  "seeing you happy with someone else gives me a bit of heartache, and relief at the same time, thinking that I am saved from the WRONG one." Thursday, May 8, 2008, 9:11 AM
full house 2 in the making.
i've managed to stumble upon this interesting tag-thing in people's blogs and since no one has tagged me [what a pity] ...i'll be tagging myself? haha. i tag you shem. ahahha. i just find this one quite interesting so i'll post it anyway though nobody cared to tag me . HAHA. i've been having "blog hopping" as a hobby lately huh? my birth month:: NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. [medyo?]Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors.[WOAH.! nursing is really my stuff. pwt.] Dynamic in personality. Secretive.[very.] Inquisitive.[na minsan nagiging maciado na makulet sa kakatanong about bagay bagay.] Knows how to dig secrets.[yes yes. haha] Always thinking.[yah] Less talkative but amiable.[less talkative? sa church and with some people i'm not close with , oo.] Brave and generous. Patient.[kelan pa ko naging patient.?] Stubborn and hard-hearted. [stubborn yes...hard-hearted?im not quite sure]If there is a will, there is a way.[ngec?] Determined. Never give up.[nah ah] Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone.[ha? minsan lang.] Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions.[hihi] Romantic.[???????] Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets.[true! ahha] Not able to control emotions.[minsan]Unpredictable.[this is very true. xP] check here. Since I've found out that there's gonna be a sequel of Full House, I got really excited and giddy all over to watch it. I do wish they'll air it here in Pinas. grrr. To my despair,My Soju.com is doing some repairs to the Full House videos, so that means I couldn't watch them, well for the meantime! I'm gonna find a way, buying a dvd copy is an option. I'm missing Full House so much. I miss that cute bear dance of Jessie which I always tried to imitate way back when I was in my sophomore year. I remember my classmates making fun of me, they'll urge me to dance the "Three Bears", and being the uto-uto that I am,(and I loved dancing this so I always agreed.) I'll be dancing naman, entertaning them. Haha. Now I have another reason to get better in playing the piano because I want to play Full House's OST-" I think ". I NEED MORE PRACTICE. so yeah. I have to get some sleep muna. Inuumaga na ako sa computer. LOLS.   o kay bilis namang maglaho ng pag-ibig mo sinta daig mo pang isang kisapmata , 12:20 AM
ungrand vacation it was.
oh internet. how I missed you so much. so there. yeah. I don't know where to start arck.! haha. I was on a vacation. Well I can't say it's a grand one. I just sort of, slept not in my house, but that's considered as a vacation so I call it one. anu daw.?? I still had a great time nevertheless. I stayed at my Uncle Bernie's house, always naman. My mom gets jealous sometimes. She says it seems like I like it more to stay at my uncle's than with them. Well she's kinda right.[shhh] Can you believe it?! Jealousy is a disease [that can kill] so get well Mom. I had tons of activities in the church these past few days,which gave me valid reasons for my mom to let me stay longer in my uncle's haven. Haven? Yes. Haven. Swear. I was re-elected as YAJ's[ Young Ambassadors of Jesus] secretary so that explains why I'm so busy. With the upcoming Mother's Day celebration this coming Sunday,and other church plans we have, we really are in a rush. We're going to pull a surprise for our beloved mothers. Probably we're going to give them roses each and sing Carol Banawa's "Iingatan Ka" as a special presentation for them. I guess there would be so much drama come Sunday. We have thought of that beforehand so we are also planning to give them hankies in addition to the roses. Brilliant minds we have ayt? haha. Add the fact that I am part of our church's Music Ministry and we we're requested to take part in Pastor Jun Soriano's birthday celebration yesterday. He's PAC President lang naman. He wanted to have a Thanksgiving Worship first before the main program. Our Magalang mayor came, the vice-mayor and some other people in the municipal office. Vice-mayor didn't look so nice. He looks matapobre and snobbish. Well let's not judge the book by it's cover. I got really bored during the main program, important people gave their messages for the birthday celebrant. They all sounded hypocritically. LOLS. See? I was jam-packed. So now is my time to rest and be busy for myself naman. I'll blog tomorrow cus I still have a lot to blog. :]  I know that I ought to find someone new but all I find is myself always thinking of you... Saturday, May 3, 2008, 1:56 PM
I brought some novels back home. I mentioned to her that I am working on my vocabulary so I would burry my nose on thick novels to help me. And luckily she has some. I was home with Shakespeare's Hamlet, Mark Twain's The Prince and the Pauper, Anna Sewell's Black Beauty and a novel which I forgot the title. So much reading for me this week. And i do hope I would really be able to widen my vocabs with these. I invited her to pay me a visit on Monday, to talk about Ate Jean's upcoming birthday and for us to fix her abandoned Friendster account. I'm a little bit excited about this. I missed those times we were together almost all day... Oh bloggie time for my piano practice. Bye for now. Thursday, May 1, 2008, 9:48 PM
patience pays.
new blog layout. AGAIN. haha. but i like this more i think.? that's all for now.. my eyes are so tired but im satisfied with the outcome. patience really works.! thumbs up shemangs. you've done nice today.cus you didn't let your catamaran take over. "laughs" i should give myself a reward. right? what else could be more nice than devouring on lollipops? aweee..!!!  oh goodness.  |
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