who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
would care to know my name, would care to feel my hurt
who am I,that the Bright and Morning star
would choose to light the way for my ever wandering heart
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your eyes make mine twinkle. and my heart beat a little crazier.
oh hi there :) This is a journal, emotional recycle bin, confession box, rant zone and a 16ner's exhibit of her individuality and free spirit. Feel free to roam around. :) navigations are the fours lines of lyrics. they are profile, entries, tagboard and links navigations respectively (from the top). |
Monday, June 23, 2008, 12:46 PM
I think I wouldn't be able to write some new entries for a month or so. I AM REALLY BUSY. I don't remember I was this busy before. Blame that UPCAT. I am enrolled in a review school to help me pass the admission test I'm dreading . I have class every saturdays from 8:00 am to 5:00 pm. And every sundays too, 1:00-5:oo pm. Take note-- the center is an hour and a half ride from my house. Argg. I feel pressured. They gave us hand-outs and the moment I tried answering some of the questions, my mind went blank. I felt like I'm an idiot. I felt bad. My "classmates" can get along with the lessons and I can't. I really did feel stupid. :c I wanted to cry and drop-out from the class, but I must get on. I must because I want to. My hope depends solely on Jesus now. I know He can do miracles. HAHA!! c: Phil 4:13!  so help me GOD. Don't miss me too much. love lots, shemang . Saturday, June 14, 2008, 9:56 AM
PUTO MAYA.
Kahapon, kami ay nagdiwang ng Araw Ng Kalayaan. Oo, ika-12 ng Hunyo ang Araw ng Kalayaan, ngunit ang aming alkalde ay idineklara na walang pasok sa buong lungsod ng Angeles. Mabuhay ka aming alkalde sa ginawa mong iyon. Marahil kapag ako'y nasa hustong gulang na ay iboboto kita. And labis kong ikinagulat sa programang iyon ay ang pagpapasabog ni Ica. May naitatago palang kakayahan sa pagawit ang babaeng iyon. Sa una ay wala siya sa tono ngunit nakuha niyang makabawi noong siya ay nasa koro na. Habang siya ay kumakanta, naiisip ko kung pano tuksuhin si Castro at siya naman ay kinikilig. Hay buhay. patola. kamatsiles. Ang aking mga kaklase sa taong ito ay masasabi kong matino kumpara sa mga kaklase ko noong ako ay nasa ika-3 taon ko sa sekundarya. (napakatagalog ako ay nagnonosblid na) Swerte na rin ako kahit papano dahil sa bukod na kaklase ko na si Angela at sina Clau ay matitino pa ang mga kaklase ko. Unang linggo pa lamang ay tadtad na ang aking katawan. Paano pa kaya sa panahong ako ay magaaral na para sa UPCAT. Isa na akong kawawang nilalang noon. Ganito pala ang magtapos sa sekundarya, pasakit. (at ganito pala ang magnosblid sa Tagalog) Ako'y magpapaalam na. Salamat naman at kahit hindi ganun kagandahan ang aking Tagalog ay nakatapos naman ako kahit papano. hahaha. PAHABOL:: Ako ay magiging masyadong abala na kaya't ako'y hindi na makakapagsulat ng mas madalas. (At marahil ay hindi ko na uulitin ang magsulat sa Tagalog gaya nito. Napakahirap. Nosblid talaga.) Monday, June 9, 2008, 5:02 PM
back.
I asked permission last saturday if I could use the computer na. I felt my mother is in a good mood so I took the chance. hehe. me:: Ma, pwede na ko gumamit ng pc? ayun. unsuccessful attempt. Friday Stayed all day at home. Besides, where else could I stay in? And I was soo bored that I've re watched movies again. Saturday Woke up real early because our Youth group had Street Sweeping at 7:00 am. Yes, we were good young citizens for once. This is to prepare our barrio for the next day's Medical Mission sponsored by our church. Our pastor went around the barrio holding a megaphone announcing about the medical mission. Everything was normal, it was just a typical day, except for the fact that I was actually sweeping, everyone knows how lazy I am. So here's the "special part" of the day...while I was sweeping, I saw my crush, ah no...make that "one of my crushes" in his bicycle. He's supposed to be sweeping with us. Tamad. pwe. Minus Pogi Points. I acted a little funny when I saw him. Napatalikod ako and I didn't realize I was talking to myself. That time I was like "What to do? What to do?". In short, I panicked. abno. I'm always like that naman whenever I see "one of my crushes". Chinks alala mo nung kay papa ketsap? Nung nakita ko sya, my mouth went wide open and I almost shrieked? Kahiya. Sunday Instead of having Sunday Service at our church, we had it in the barrio's basketball court so people would hear our Pastor Fernan's sermon. And instead of a 2 hours service, it was just an hour. We only sang 2 Praise and Worship songs, unlike on a normal Sunday where we sing 6 songs. So that means I didn't play second keyboard. I was part of the Registration Committee. Nabingi-bingi ba naman ako?!! There was a lady whom I thought she said Quizon, eh Sison pala. And the worse one was that I heard the lady saying Latividad, but it was Natividad pala. hahaha. I wanted to disappear right then. 500 people we're registered. woah. Soon enough, the doctors came and so the crowd too. It was freakin' hot. Para kang nakatutok sa kalan. Everyone was tired. We attended the Chalk Dust N' Music concert of our mother church by 6 pm. It was pretty good. The best part I think was when our head pastor drew in a i-cant-understand-what thing while some were singing. That's why it's called Chalk Dust N' Music after all. He has real talent! And when they turned out the lights, the drawings had neon colors in it. Hard to explain because I don't know how it works in the first place. We had dinner after the concert. The worst part of the day? I had a huge bloodstain on my pants.I was covering it almost all day. Dyahe. Pwe. The best part? I had ice cream thrice. :)) Tomorrow will be our first day of classes. I can't imagine what it'll be like. But I hope it'll something good. Thursday, June 5, 2008, 4:20 PM
bakasion grande
at.. nga pala! bakit kayo kumokontra sa sinabi kong best asset ko ang dimples ko? Bakit naman kasi alam nyo pa sakin? hahaha. anong gusto nyo, pwet ko? Chinky, stop laughing. And you too Roux. I know you guys. I wanna watch that My Sassy Girl. Who wants to go to the movies with me? Ok guys hands down. hahahahahha. loka loka na ambisyosa pa. hahaha. bye bye! again... don't miss me too much. LOLS. Wednesday, June 4, 2008, 12:21 PM
i'm tagged. at last? haha
yay! Thanks much ate Chiui. You share 8 things that your readers don’t know about you. Then at the end you tag 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going. * each blogger must post these rules first. * each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves. * bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. * at the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names. * don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog. o1. My name, SHEM, is taken from the Bible. Shem is Noah's eldest son. Yes, Shem belongs to the male group but it sounds like a girl's name so my mom insisted. haha. o2. I love Paris even when I've never been there. I love guitars even when I can't actually play. haha. I love photography even when I do not have an art for it. o3. I loathe Math. I loathed Ma'am Guchie back then when I was a sophomore. hihi. alam na nila to eh. haha. o3. People always think I am masungit and mataray. And when you ask them why? They all have the same answer. Blame my eyes. o4. My father and I talk once or twice a week lang and we're under the same roof. It's not that there is something between us. It's just that we're not close. But we do talk, not so often nga lang. I hold no grudges against him . We are OK. o5. I think my best asset is my dimples. *.* 06. I am definitely an animal lover. I once considered taking up Veterinary Medicine but mom said no. awww. o7. I love sweets, ice creams, chocolates, you name it! But I am diabetic. And I diagnosed myself of having Seasonal Affective Disorder Syndrome. aba, dinoktor ko sarili ko. haha. o8. I loooooove Nicholas Jerry Jonas. period. so there. I tag (who else?) you Chinky and Roux. :] , 11:06 AM
st. genevieve. uuh.
Yes, I've been busy and stuffs. I've got my schedule and I belong to St. Genevieve. Roux, since I know you'll be reading this, let me explain a bit. They changed the sections and it was really halo halo na. What I mean is, when you don't belong to the homogenous sections (JOHN, MATTHEW and LUKE), even if you have higher average than the rest of the aliens (hehe) you'll still be in lower sections and those with lower averages than you are in higher sections. It's just so unfair. Chincooii and Janell - St. Margarette ( tama?) and may "bonus feature" pa. kaklase nila si Renz Pangan. If you don't remember--Gela's ex. Mami- I dunno. :| same goes with stepani. Lea- St. Bernadette ( wawa nga sya eh, la siya kasama. :C and she was really upset that you can see in her face that she wanted to cry na.) Me and Angela- St. Genevieve. yay. at least! What I didn't like is that Sheldawn will be in our class too. eeeeeh. Di bale, love your enemies nga diba? Chelsea- St. Martha Haiss. Should I be excited or what? And I hate that Chinky's schedule is really ahhmmm. what's the term..? I mean, because of her schedule, we can hardly meet. She has minor subjects in the morning and major ones in the aftie. So I say, the word is "complicated"? haha. tama? I had my guitar lessons yesterday. Thank you MADAM CHINKY. :] Pinalayas pa kami ng guard sa Jenra Mall, yung sa Movie Theaters. Di daw "tambayan" yun. haha. So sa SM Clark nalang kami nagturuan. Sa may fountain side. We started with basics. And I found F and especially B really hard. Because my fingers can't reach the, what do you call that? the one which requires you to press your finger against all the ahhh. well. I forgot what it's called. I'm dead meat pag nabasa ni chincooi to. haha. Ah bastat. And the strumming too! But at least I learned the basics and I got to play a bit of Unwell (haha), a bit of High (haha again) and Bubbly (well I got the song na, three chords lang naman ba di ko pa makukuha? haha) and Passenger's Seat and Hawak Kamay and Hiling ba yun Chinks? Andame! ehehe. may secret kami dyan sa Hawak Kamay, Passenger's Seat at Hiling. hahahahahhaha! Diba mam? I wish that even without practice, because I don't own a guitar YET, I wouldn't forget what she taught me. :) :) :) Monday, June 2, 2008, 11:00 AM
excitement takes me.
buuuuuukas na ang guitar lessons ko! :D [details next time. ] |
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.mucho love.  LOVES : guitars. TEDDIES - my best sleep buddies. bonbons . pigging-out... I mean eating out, of course. :)) cracking the CORNIEST jokes. ICE CREAMS. laughing till my tummy hurts. friends. GOD. LOATHES : the devil - LOSEEER .! liars. "feelers". dull moments. strict school rules. having to be on a diet. arrr. people who don't even TRY to laugh at my jokes. WISHLIST : ( GIMME some love XD ) a DSC-T700 . a lomo cam. yabang pinoy band. a cellular phone. trip tickets to EUROPE. more teddies :) . have guitar and piano lessons. |
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