who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
would care to know my name, would care to feel my hurt
who am I,that the Bright and Morning star
would choose to light the way for my ever wandering heart
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your eyes make mine twinkle. and my heart beat a little crazier.
oh hi there :) This is a journal, emotional recycle bin, confession box, rant zone and a 16ner's exhibit of her individuality and free spirit. Feel free to roam around. :) navigations are the fours lines of lyrics. they are profile, entries, tagboard and links navigations respectively (from the top). |
Tuesday, September 30, 2008, 12:16 AM
chao fan - part 2.
Ate at Chowking. Stories. Funny Stories. It was like a replay-slash-rewind of what happened last Saturday, when I was with Chiniks. LOL. I saw a blue crocheted sweater-with the hood and all. Yes! Crocheted. And it's blue. COOL. I am going to bag that home. Really will. And I've found a huge huge bag that will be very essential if running away from home will cross my mind. Half-kidding. I would buy that too, though I'm not very certain if I can still afford this one. The jacket costs 6oo ( not sure) and the Monakiki bag is worth 5oo or so? Even the saleslady herself does not know. How stupid. Hello? It's her job, her very purpose why she's there. Gaaah. Whatever. I was really pissed off with a complacent, overweening, feeler classmate of mine. She thinks she's the smartest among us Genevivians just because she came from a higher section. Duh. What the. She also made herself believe she's pretty. No, she's not. Her fantasies, not my business. Argg. What made me almost say something not nice to her was this: We were asked to do a film review about "Helen of Troy". Mine was very long for I took the assignment seriously, hoping to wow my teacher. Nah, just kidding. English, (Literature to be specific) has always been my forte. I may be very bad in Math, but I can say I have an edge over the others when it comes to Literature works. I may sound like I'm being too proud and bragging, eh kung 'di ko ipagmamalaki ito, ano pa ang maipagmamalaki ko? haha. I'm notsaying that I'm superb nor I am that good. Just not the average. When she saw my work... She who should not be named : Ano yan? Copy paste? *insert her sarcastic laugh here Who wouldn't be pissed off? She's belittling me, thinking that it's impossible for me to do such work. WTH. Get lost you ....agrrr. OK. The thought of Edward Cullen shakes all the odium away. O.A. haha. Chelsea, he's mine. Someday, you would call me "Shem Camille L. Cullen ". BUWAHAHAHA. Beat that boii. XD it's not over tonight just give me one more chance to make it right i may not make it through the night i won't go home without you. Saturday, September 27, 2008, 7:10 PM
chao fan, chris tiu, coycoy and gossip girls :))
Bought 2 identical pairs of earrings pala. I want a piercing too, like hers. :)) Kainggit. That ends my day. I've missed two Saturdays of Music Team's practices. Awww. I feel bad. But I'm left with no choice. Or am I? I'm thinking of compiling old (and new) high school pictures and put them in a scrapbook since it's my last year and I love preserving memories being the second reason. But the printing alone would cost me too much since I have more or less than 15o pictures that I want to have a hard copy of. Try computing. See? And the scrapbook itself! It will cost me much more. Or maybe I would just post the pictures on my bedroom wall and just add some thingies to make it look nice. Help me decide. Which is which? Who goes for the scrapbook? The bedroom "photo wall"? Come on! Give me a show of hands. oh twilight, how much more am I to wait? atat na ako ano ba??  gossip girls diba chinks? Friday, September 26, 2008, 10:08 PM
wait in line
If you like a girl, tell her. Because she won't wait forever. Guys, take heed. That's awfully true. Do something before it's too late. You might have regrets. Kayo din... Don't be such a coward. hala? Wala lang. You guys wouldn't want to hear "Sorry ah, I did wait but felt like I was just wasting my time waiting for you. Dyahe kasi eh. " Diba? Diba? :)) Thursday, September 25, 2008, 4:49 PM
adolescence they say
He'll be blowing his birhtday cake on saturday, August 27. And I'm gonna pray for the guts, the guts to greet him. YAY! haha. Here's my prepared script for that: me : shake hands ( which is a natural thing among Christians ) ADVANCE ! put a big grin here or rather a pa-cute one. And the next lines would depend on how he will be reacting. Knowing him, a shy timid guy by nature, would not response that much. A simple "Thank You" maybe, or a smile. Whichever goes well with me. :) Or if he's nice enough, I would very much appreciate a "Thank You" and a smile at the same time. That's waaay better. No, I'm not flirting, I'm just being nice and friendly and thoughtful, that's all. Oh okay, a bit perhaps. xD Ano ba? Dalaga na ako oh? Won't you let me be? Monday, September 22, 2008, 6:38 PM
nothing at all
( alaska men ) bakit kamo? nahulaan ko password ng computer namin ng walang kahirap-hirap. Two trials lang. :)) Kasi napapansin ko, kapag bagong bukas ang computer, umiilaw yung ano..the one on the upper right side that tells you na naka-capslock. ayun. haha! eh pag naka-capslock alam ko na nun na "GOD". bongga diba? Kaya nga ako tawa ng tawa kanina eh.
buwahahaha. And I have a reservation for a Twilight copy already. I can't wait! They told me I'm gonna have it probably next week until the first week of October. haii papa Edward. Malapit na tayong magkadaupang palad. :) Excited na rin ako sa movie niya. Though most likely, next year pa ang showing date ng movie to make way for the MMFF. here's a movie trailer: Malapit na. Ilang buwan na lang. :) Balang araw, magkakaroon din ako ng sarili kong Edward Cullen. Diba Chiniks? Old Mr. Webster could never define what's being said between your heart and mine  Sunday, September 21, 2008, 12:53 AM
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEENTH my love
 The Jonas Brothers sure know how to throw a party! According to E! Online, the musical siblings rented out LA's Dodger Stadium on Thursday night from 10 p.m. to 12:30 a.m. to celebrate Nick's 16th birthday with some of their closest friends.
I wanna go some place. Like Batangas or Tagaytay or Baguio.
Saturday, September 20, 2008, 3:24 AM
hey jude
Naka-strike o1 na ako kay Sir Vitug. And I haveto pay 3oo pesos for my OVERDUED books. oh dude ! haha. :)) We have five veerry long tests on Monday. English - The Iliad characters (it's a loong list I tell you), Trojan war and the "Helen of Troy" film that we watched. Filipino - Chapters 5-7 of El Fili. Physics- Chapter 5 (?) Mapeh- Chapter 1-7 . one-to-seven. yes. Health pa lang yan. pamatay diba? Economics- Chapter 5 I would really review my notes this time. I have to get rid of those unwanted super bad grades in my card. I wanna see a smile curving on my mom's face the moment she sees my card. ambaet daw oh? LOLS. OH BTW. new layout. sinipag. woooooh bagong buhay to the highest level eh noh? anooo.? bu...b....b.b....buuur....burg..burggg....burrrrggggg... huwat? I can't hear you. :)) Have a great weekend guys. :) GOD BLESS US ALL. Monday, September 15, 2008, 7:43 PM
sloth baby sloth .
ALL THE BEST ARE TAKEN. -- isang napakawalang-kwentang kasabihan dahil ako ay single. :))  pasensya na at ako'y talagang inatake ng sobrang katamaran ngayon. at hindi na unlimited ang computer use ko unlike before. please don't futher ask why.  I've self-healed. Ready to forgive and forget. wooohooo. THANK YOU po LORD ! Saturday, September 6, 2008, 12:43 PM
"brethens, love your brothers..." --TELL ME HOW.
MA. FRANCES a.k.a. "chincoii-slash-chinky" RONES:: HAPPPPEEE BUTDEEEEEIIII!! (belated) with lots of love from all of us. :) we labb ya dear. So much for the belated greetings and all. OK. I know I was unforgiving and rebellious ( like the Greek myths gods we are studying in ENG4 . hehe ) Kidding aside, I was really filled with anguish. Never did I imagine that I would be that "asar" to a friend. This is a first time that I had the urge to pull a friend's hair because of hatred and evil things. Im sorry. But please give it time to heal. I'm not ready yet. I don't want to pretend that everything's O.K. already, because they still aren't. I have to let go of the hatred first and foremost. And I hate it more than anyone knows. It affects me, though it may show that it does not. It greatly affects my spiritual life, I promise. It's my current struggle and please pray for me. I keep sinning because of the hate in my heart which I, myself, can't get rid of. I don't know why but she really gets to my nerves. Let there be peace on earth. Yes I know. Please let me do some self-healing first. To you, I am really sorry. I know I am hurting you, letting you be alone, with no one with you. I know I ought to be the one to look after you because we were placed in the same room each hour of the day. I am aware that I give you the eyes, I admit I do that intentionally and I can't help it even if sometimes, I want to stop doing it. Arggg. > HATE HATE HATE < |
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.mucho love.  LOVES : guitars. TEDDIES - my best sleep buddies. bonbons . pigging-out... I mean eating out, of course. :)) cracking the CORNIEST jokes. ICE CREAMS. laughing till my tummy hurts. friends. GOD. LOATHES : the devil - LOSEEER .! liars. "feelers". dull moments. strict school rules. having to be on a diet. arrr. people who don't even TRY to laugh at my jokes. WISHLIST : ( GIMME some love XD ) a DSC-T700 . a lomo cam. yabang pinoy band. a cellular phone. trip tickets to EUROPE. more teddies :) . have guitar and piano lessons. |
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